©copyright crave1999Greedy is something that I struggle with. I am a greedy bottom.
I want to be played with often, hard and long. I want to be hit, struck, used, bled, beaten, humiliated, used up and tossed out. I want to be prone before a Top, receiving a verbal lashing. I want to be placed in impossible situations, just for her amusement. I want to struggle to wrap my brain around a complex order, only to have my body fail to comprehend and hear her laughter ringing in my embarrassed ears. I want to be strung up in tight bondage and flogged until my skin is raw. I want my flesh to be compressed with the white hot hit of the cane until neat purple bleeding lines march down my ass and thighs. I want my tits to be bruised and swollen, nipples screaming when she blows her hot breath on them. I want my neck to show her hidden vampire marks from where she tried to suck blood through my white thin skin. I want to feel the blood dripping down my back, flesh ripped from a singletail. I want needles piercing my body, drowning me in endorphines. I want to feel her need pressed against me, her lust that needs to be satisfied only through my body. I want to feel her fist in my womb, turning me inside out. I want to hear her voice whispering "slut" in my ears as she reaches her satisfaction.
I want to lay next to her and hold her. I want to stroke and nibble and kiss and fondle and pleasure her. I want to bathe the sweat from her body and massage the aches from her muscles with scented lotion. I want to bring her cool drinks and ripe fruit and feed her blood stained lips. I want to joke with her, just to see her smile. I want to spoon with her ass against my pelvis with my arms wrapped against her. I want to fall asleep with my head on her breast and my arms curled around her waist. I want to wake up next to her and scurry to the kitchen to make fresh orange juice for her before she even notices I'm gone. I want to watch her sleeping soundly and be there to see her smile in the morning.
Yes. I am greedy.